Ode to my boyfriend! Ruslan.
It's fun to be loved my darling.
Oh - oh here comes a story!

Who said internet was a bad place to search love?
Well I did not actually search love, but I found it!

June 2005, I had a horrible week and found myself logging on to a profilewebsite (NOXA) and spreading my thoughts in the "gb's" of my friends. (It's like myspace, but in dutch!) Instead of learning my exams, I was constantly online. (You might call me an addict) (I also failed that year)After a while I bumped into Eew's profile. I wasn't the most attractive profile, but I felt immediately intrigued by his style of writing. So there I was chatting to a guy I never saw. But there was a cyber-spark! The day after that we called for hours. And then finally a week later we met, he was tired and one hour late, but not on purpose. He was wearing a Motorhead t-shirt! (Which I thought was meant ironically!). We went to the movies aaaaaah the movies and had a good time. He stayed over at my place that night. Yeah, my parents don't mind.
Eventually he had to leave that sunday, coz we were still having "exam's" (this is not the right word, but I'm to lazy the search the more correct translation). He told me we would meet again on Werchter (thursday). He got fooled and didn't get tickets on time, so there I was alone in Werchter. (Well, not alone, but you can imagine I missed him very badly.) I returned earlier and then we finally met again! (l)
At the end of the summer holiday we just knew we couldn't live without each other again and I "moved" after one horrible month, to a boarding school in Hasselt, so we could see eachother every day. I passed that year with very good grades.
Now we're living together at my place. He's just someone I can't live without.

But then my boyfriend came along (who I love a lot ^^!) and It wasn't easy to keep things between me and Peter alive, but we managed to get trough a lot of fights, sometimes horrible fights, and here we are back again!

Life's always been a lot of trouble. I'm constantly seeking people who suit me and fit in my category. For the normal teenager this isn't THAT hard, for me it was.
April 2004; some guy named Joost introduced me to Peter! This was the beginning of a hatelove-relationship that lasted until ... ?
Peter, you have to admit that you wouldn't be that indie without me, and I have to admit that I wouldn't be that indie without you.
But it all started when we went to Leuven and I gave you my NME. You immediately recognized a part of yourself in Johnny Borrell. And you wanted to be Johnny Borrell. I have to say I got scared after a while!
We were a little bit naieve, quite obsessed by the then hip new indie-wave that reached us from the UK. Britpop was so great in 2003 - 2004 , Pete Doherty and the Libs were still together, young new bands rocked them little pubs like it was 69! No one was talking about Nu Rave and The Arctic Monkeys were still a lightyear away from world domination. But then came 2005, and it brought us the Kaiser Chiefs and "freakwijven" who listened to our so beloved music! It was a dark time for me. (U know the first time "'t derde")

More to come!

Buy! ==> The Dandy Boy Demo

I know someone who really liked it!

I don't feel like dancing.
Isn't life crap? Filled with idiots and emokids? Haha, of course it is.

This is the first time someone is allowed to read "everything" what's on my mind. It's quite hard to write objective things about yourself. I could write them, but that would turn into a boring piece of literature! However, I will describe myself as I think people see me ; I'm blond, I'm quite loud, I always manage to make a complete fool of myself, I have good grades and I'm quite intelligent.
I like reading and listening to music. The style of music depends on my mood; today I am in love with Robbers on high street.
But as you probably expected ; my first love is indie/rock n roll.
So that's it. Tomorrow I'm at home coz I'm sick again! So I assume there will be a lot of posts!